Broken But Beautiful.🙂

Some memories don't come from dairies or photos or stories, some come from deep within.

But, There are some such memories which acts as a Scar.!! everytime u remember... 

It was a bright sunny day, with clear blue sky as a fate. As usual we were up for classes. To our surprise, it was declared a dayoff for some purpose officially. Getting bored, I asked her for hanging out, very next moment we both were on the way for movie, without knowing any shows or timing. The wind was blowing on our face. Both were looking on either side of roads, no conversation, nothing... Suddenly, both looked at each other and started sharing old cherishing memoirs. It was some bliss kind of feeling, and we were on the spot for the movie. We got to know show was after an hour. We went to London shakes had a good smoothie.

Though a horror movie....still in mood, lets go for it,"Jo hoga dekha jayga".

Normally, theatres are dark.. But that day while entering inside she grabbed my hands, both's hand were sweaty and frezzy. Both looking at each other and smiling.we occupied our seats. Some of them were busy, with their respective partners. We both were staring .. The horrific sound made my goose bumps on..  she grabbed my hand and headed on me. I was a bit nervous, my heart was beating as similar to a drum. She whispered, why so nervous. Just close your eyes and say whatever you want.

I rested my head on hers. Room was chilled still then, I was sweating. She wiped my face with the napkin. I grabbed her arm so tigh,t she said u r hurting me. Everything was going on smoothly.  she  held my neck, saying I am scared, I can't look any more. And rested on my shoulder. Though, I was literally shivering. I grabbed her back shoulder, it was kind awkward still, then she didn't react and leaned over me saying, I m taking a nap u keep watching and summarize the story.

Her "breathe in and breathe out "air was, like cool breeze hitting my neck and face. Her clumsy hair were all exploring my face.

I didn't knew what happened, she gazed at me,.. Heart beating fast,..i leaned over her face.. Hands grabbed , looking her eyes and slowly eye's shut.

It was something unexpected,.. 

Again horrific sound from background and we sat straight having a smile on face, like innocent creatures. 

End of the movie, we came out and had some water. I asked sry for that,. And the reply was it's not a big deal and told when you have a plan next time do inform me earlier :)..

Though I was  literally, melted that day..

But this togetherness was for a short span.

Happiness lasts shorter but sadness lasts, 3x times more,.. This I realized later on. 

#Being kept in dark

So..,

I can't describe, Is this a Memory or a lesson..!!??      With deep regret:

Having a promise to myself "selflove"..!!

...Not Again... 

                                  #Swaggy